Today I realized that I am the same as other humans. I often feel like I don’t belong and I am constantly asking people if singletons do “that” (pertaining to whatever it may be) too.
But the truth is all people are searching for the same thing. Everyone wants to feel love and be accepted by others.
Much of the time even now I block out other peoples love and I don’t ask others for even small things like a hug even when I really want or need one. Sometimes a hug is pretty healing and perfect. It’s a connection to others that I lack much of the time.
Living the life that I live is difficult. Sometimes I don’t know if this is real life. In all actuality my past isn’t life because as I am learning about what life truly is and having a life is something good and happy. Life is about choices and my past was the opposite of all the things I just listed.