Tomorrow is the holiday that I dread. I wish there was a way that I could escape tomorrow but midterms make that option impossible. I wish I did not feel so captive by the date and I could just have a boring Monday.
I wonder when I will stop feeling so triggered and trapped by dates on the calendar. Essentially, it is just a day but there is just so much emotional distress surrounded tomorrow. I am afraid because I am going to be forced to sit in classes as some of my classmates are dressed in their costumes. I know that they are just my classmates but it is just so confusing.
My body just reacts by reflex. And I’m afraid of a calendar.