I realized I haven’t blogged in about a week. So much is happening but I honestly cannot verbalize it right now- which is so new for me. I tried to write about it but none of the sentences made any sense.
My semester is over and I am just pumping out papers and trying to make the grade. My math class is the problem- it’s not hard at all. Its just that my alters make learning and test taking challenging. When they get the scantron sheet they feel that it is their mission to draw a picture by filling in the bubbles. Kinda cute but seriously not helping my grade.
I am trying to keep it together for 4 more days. After that I am allowing myself to have a few days of loathing. I have been feeling pretty sad lately but I haven’t had time to let myself feel the feeling. So yeh, I admit I’m stuffing but I have a few days scheduled on my calendar to crumble a little. I will have enough time to pull myself together for the graduation ceremony.
The day after graduation I am going to the lake for a long weekend with my best friend. I am so looking forward to that because there is no phone service or Internet connect so I will be able to just totally reconnect with myself and the outdoors.
This post is turning into something that I never intended it to be but it’s okay.