When it gets dark and scary- I feel like I am all alone and that the world hates me.
I forget everything I have learned to help myself.
I forget that I do have choice.
Slowing down is okay sometimes because most of the time everything goes so fast.
Time is going faster and days are getting shorter.
Breathing gets harder.
And I am unable to slow down.
The most simplistic things now become intricate and painstakingly exhausting.
I wish I had an answer and a hand to hold when it gets dark and scary.
But it’s just me.