I remember…

I remember…

-when I was so depressed that I could not get out of my bed.

-not touching anyone for a long time because I was scared.

-meeting my best friend at treatment <3

-when I had a bag always packed for the inpatient unit.

-when I never bought any clothing of shoes with laces or string in them.

-hating myself so much that I refused to touch my own skin.

-feeling so alone.

-isolating myself from all my support for four months.

-waking up with a psych med hang over every day.

-wanting death and never embracing the life I had.

-not remembering anything and everything all at once.

-starting this blog a year ago.

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