I wish I were the person you read about on this blog. A person who loves and is caring and who helps people. I am none of those things.
I do not face my fears I run from them as fast as I can. I do not allow anyone to connect with me and I am not even sure I want to be a therapist anymore.
I avoid people, places and things because I am socially inept. I have no idea how to have a relationship with anyone let alone give anyone advice.
I never tell people that I like them or even love them so I lose many friends that way.
Everything that happens to me is because I chose to neglect people as well as myself. I hurt people with my words and action and make more mistakes than the average person makes.
I have no idea what I am doing or what I want. In addition, I really do not care to continue this journey towards nothing because I am getting nowhere fast.