I have not blogged in a while. It is as if I have lost the ability to speak. It is difficult to form sentences these days because my internal world.
Therapy is very difficult right now. I am just confused about my memories and my life. I am not sure if what happened is actually “bad” or my perception of what happened is just somehow skewed.
I am trying to convince my therapist that I am truly insane. I think if she told me I was actually crazy, it may be better.
I live in this superimposed world where the past and the present collides creating a mass confusion of all my insiders. This somehow amplifies their constant fears of life.
This post is becoming so disorganized….