The nighttime is so lonely. When it is all is silent with the world is when this hole feels so much deeper.
Darkness scares me. Mostly because when that happens, I find myself being truly alone.
This is the part where I am supposed to find the “hope” and find something positive in all this. But, not this time, because all this positive talk just makes the rejection and pain harder.
Evil, is a word that I am going to use to describe abuse. I have been searching for a word that could possibly describe the evil individuals who hurt people.
These evil individuals take (no better word) STEAL childhoods, lives, relationships and anything they choose. Many evil individuals even take on this false role of “family member(s)”.
The evil individuals disguised as “family member(s)” can make this abuse thing so confusing and twisty.
I am not intending to minimize abuse by calling it “this abuse thing”. I just tend to minimize things these days, and Oh and I tend to laugh at inappropriate times. I hope this means I am going crazy because then I would be going somewhere.