I am only human. I breathe like a human like being. I bleed. I hurt.
I am most defiantly not a therapist. I am dealing with my stuff right too. I have many selves but essentially one person.
I really cannot live in my environment right now. There is so much chaos in my head and there is so much chaos outside my head.
I cannot do everything.
I do not know what I need.
The only person I ever wanted to share my life with has been out of my life for nearly a year now. He was my everything.
My life used to have a purpose. All that is lost and tangled up somewhere now. The people I thought I had left me because my past was/is taking over my present.
This is so big and real.